Princessang Walang Principe

            In English, a princess without a prince.

I am my father's and brother's princess. I know for sure that they too would love me
to find my prince as much as I would love to.

I don't want to just exist, I want to live instead but in order for me to live I have to be able to
survive.
I am able to rebound or bounce back from pressures of life.
It's never easy, you know, but at least I am trying.

NOT HAPPY, NOT SAD, JUST EMPTY!

✓I love to write and to be a writer. I like to read too
✓I spend a lot of time with myself. I think too much. I feel alone.
✓I have a college degree but a low self esteem
✓I am a hopeless romantic. I love deeply. I don't say I LOVE YOU unless I mean it. I want to be someone's everything
✓I am living in a life that I don't always understand. Sometimes I hate my life but I'm trying to accept the things I cannot change
✓I had an embarrassing moment and had my first painful break up. I sometimes can't talk about what's hurting me
✓I treat others as I would like to be treated
✓I need help to get my life back on track. I want to restart my life
✓I cried a lot today. I feel useless and helpless. I just want to scream and run away
✓I have been crying all day and I still don't feel any better
✓I have days when I battle against depression and loneliness. I have a broken heart and a scar.
✓I have also days when I don't eat due to depression. I don't care if I starve to death
✓I have a lot of insecurities. I just need a single person to see my worth.
✓I know that no one really knows me. I need to feel loved and appreciated. I want closeness, affection, intimacy
✓I am a gamer... I can play anything and everything even your pretty little lies. I don't trust easily anymore. I have trust issues
✓I am way tougher than I look. I am stronger because of all that I have been through
✓I listen to music that reminds me of anything and everything
✓I have walls around me to see who cares to break them down. I wanna be significant in someone else's life and feel needed
✓I love a good laugh, chocolates, coffee
✓I love the beach but never bitches
✓I like wearing dark clothes
✓I just want to be someone's one and only because I am so done with infidelity. I hate cheaters and liars
✓I am a real human with real feelings. I am more than just broken, I am damaged
✓I stay up ridiculously late doing absolutely nothing. I am insomniac over thinker. I over think about almost anything and everything
✓I need someone in my life to hold me tight when I'm hurting & wipe away my tears & ofcourse reassures & makes me feel safe
✓I believe sorry is just a word unless backed up with actions
✓I rarely feel connected to anyone or anything in this world
✓I wonder where it will end. I know that it will work out in the end
✓I love getting flowers and enjoy cuddling with special someone
✓I wait for someone to talk to me first. I can't believe how hard it is to meet a great guy
✓I am afraid of never being truly loved. I am afraid I will never find someone to really love me as who I am and what I am
✓I don't think you realize how much I hurt. I don't want to lose him
✓I push people away even though I don't want to
✓I am not as innocent as people think I am
✓I have been in love and betrayed. I lost myself somewhere along the way
✓I want to get married. I would love to be held at someone else's arms at night
✓I like holding hands. I love hugs. I want to be happy
✓I am tired of people's rudeness, cruelness, and thoughtlessness. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired
✓I have a lot of sadness in my heart. I self-pity
✓I want you to ask me questions
✓I can't change my past but I can change my future
✓I have been through a lot of hell in most of my life, but life goes on... Life must go on...

Give The Girl A Chance Who's Been In Hell To Be Better The Second, Give Me A Chance

 
"You must walk through hell to get to heaven." -Unknown
 

Some nights are just another night with a glimpse of all darkness.

Some days are just  another day with a glimpse of all blinding light.